It's a funny thing isn't it; love. It's almost indescribable yet life wouldn't be the same without it. Those people who don't have it, like myself, want it almost desperately. Those who have it can easily squander it. and there many people who don't understand, who believe they have it when they don't, or don't have it when they do. So many people have told me to fuck off when I tell them they're probably not in love with someone, but you lot probably know they type, about 13, female (doesn't have to be female I know lots of guys who've made the same mistake), known the person they're 'in love with' for about a day.
Me I don't think I have been in love. I have had a girlfriend, and i did tell her i loved her -I really thought I did- but I'm pretty sure I wasn't; things were often difficult and we would give up, love isn't meant to be like that who have to care about the other enough to fight with them, as well as for them. I doubt that every couple i meet is in love, maybe getting close to it, but many are forced to say it anyway not by the other side of the relationship. there's a sort of conforment that when two people are together they must be in love, which isn't true my sister has a happy, healthy relationship with her bf but is happy that he doesn't love her an she doesn't love him, they just care so much for each other and have fun together.
I'm a bit odd with this whole subject, ever since I was little I wanted to find someone whom I loved, get married, and have kids. although now I know that life is not that simple I'm still looking and yes I have been told that looking for 'the one'at 16 is stupid, that I should just try to have fun but I can't. There's someone out there for me, I can sense it somehow
anyway that's enough rambling, stay tuned people
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